Selasa, 21 Desember 2010

envious

hi bloggie i want to tell you about my feelings so lousy when i was saw my friends surprises birthday photos because i never get surprise from anyone hehe
do you want see?
let's see








what an amazing day they have
really i'm very envious with them but i'm still happy whatever my friends or fam never get me surprise when i was birthday i know they were loving me as a good woman but not show their love with this step, it's ok but i always try to respect with my friends that got them surprised when they were birthday
i wont their fate like me never get surprise hehe 
oh yeaaaah it's my reason why i never talk about my date birthday to anyone
if you were feel like i feel, you would understand my feeling hehe

Senin, 06 Desember 2010

mau cerita dulu jadi hari ini gue  rapat class meeting trs jam 12 cao ke gading with iban by iban's car wakakak, lutfhi sumpah bikin ngocol wakakakakak, trs langsung ke xxi nunggu yg lain ternyata masa nya banyak yg nonton apa lg cowok nya ck, sumpah gak nyangka abis wk
anak2 gbb pada nonton semua kecuali lutfhi reno nunggu kak qisthy harap2 cemas gue menunggu inem tp ternyata inem gak ada sedih bgt ye, pas lg nonton si lutfi dateng sama gana, yeh yg di tunggu inem kok yg dtg gana?wakakakak
trs ya udah si lutfhi ke arah bangku gua, sambil bilang ana2 trs gue diri,dia duduk (loh (?))
trs gue lesehan dpn iban kata iban malu2in yaudah gue pindah samping gana haha
gua kasian aje ama si gana dia pasti keberisikan nonton samping gue sumpah gue berisik bgt ya lo tau film babies anjir menjijikan bgt apa lg yg berak di elap pake jagung demi Allah gue pengen muntah seumur2 gue nonton bioskop pertama kali gue pengen muntah di tempat wk
ok trs itu film gak jelas bgt pas selse nonton si ana bilang jadi si lutfi itu bukan ngomong ana tp h6 ya lo tau kan readers klo gue emg rada2 bolot hahaha yaudah trs pada laper yaudah ke food court pada ngobrol gak jelas, dr gue ngobrol sama ella dkk sampe pas jam 5-an ama iban fitri sumpah mulut gua gak pegel sama sekali wk
trs pas lg ngobrol ketemu della sama ismi navira sumpah vira cantik bgt gak kenal emg gue tp temen2 gue dulu anak gnv byk yg kenal die
trs pada bosen pindah ke bwh galau,galau,galau pada mau photo box akhirnya apa coba?J.co!wk
si iban gue bilang beliin j.co2 malahg di bilang cod wah ccd wmg die -,-
trs gue akhir nya beli sendiri T.T yg lain sih pada beli j.coool gana,azka,ambar pada sibuk makan j.coool wk yg lain pada ngeliatin gue liatin doang wk trs ngobrol seru abis, reno baik asik tau gak?gue kira die nyebelin wk
trs gue ngelempar kertas kecil2 ke arah gana berkali2 dan autis nya si gana membalas ck
trs tiba2 si gana izin pulang dan pulang sendiri asli gue kira dia bercanda ya you know lah kaya gmn org nye, yaudah kan selse di j.co kita pulang eh di mobil si bos, kita cerita2 horor gak ada ngakak nya sama sekali wk

ps sedih emg gak ada inem yaudah lah yg penting brg sama temen2 tercinta wl
ok babay

Minggu, 05 Desember 2010

it brokes my heart

did you know that i love you with all of my heart?
i'm seriously dude, you didnt know it, thats step i used to be with you, to make you near me. feel happy and laugh
i always used my brain to found that steps, when i miss you and i feel worried about you i'm not wrote on twit about my feeling but i was prayed for you to God makes you get well soon
and visited you ah now he feel exicited, because  he is texting with someone who loves him too
oh it makes me jealous
i cried, could you help me?just one way go away from me...............ya Allah i cant receive facts
kapan ya Allah?kapan jiwa bisa bahagia sama pilihan hati jiwa?ya Allah kenapa hidup jiwa ngenes bgt.......:(

Rabu, 01 Desember 2010

make a wish

if i get wishes and God makes it happen, i will pray that i want repeat junior high and study hard to come to great & best senior high  and i'm dont meet you!In senior high i found hapiness but now i'm crying because sometimes love makes me feel so fly & DOWN!
oh God i'm happy because i can spend my day with somebody i love but if my story love like this i wont.
it makes me hurt

Selasa, 30 November 2010

all about heart

dear blog i want share about my feeling to someone
it's hard to eraser all of memories i had with you, yesterday is yesterday yeah
i know when were together,  i cant say anything about that that's all about you, make me fall in love with you haha
yeah finally when were started near each other, something came and we arent like friend but stranger
did you know, it kills me softly?
could you feel like i feel?i hope so... deep inside i hope you feel it too
it "kills" me softly T.T
how loooong time i have to wait you?every day i spend i was think that impossible to "be with" you
akhir nya gue tau nem jalan terbaik adalah mengikhlaskan dan melupakan lo, biar susah gue gak bakal nyerah!

ps; saat menyedihkan adalah saat gue haru mengikhlaskan sesuatu yg berharga yg gue miliki
ya yg gue maksud adalah mengikhlaskan lo dan yg gue milikin adalah rasa ini terhadap lo nem
good bye inem!

Selasa, 16 November 2010

galau

galau karna cinta gua....................... ya Gbb didnt know who someone i love hehe
because i'm too shy to say about that, hmmm gmn ya ya org yg gua suka biasa aja, ganteng gak, jelek juga gak, dia itu rajin, rajin nyatet, rajin solat nahloh pada penasaran ya?wkwk
tapi dia jauh di mata ya gua doain semoga dekat di hati amin 
org nya juga gak kaku buat gua dia asik gt saik abis 

Rabu, 03 November 2010

curcol

sorry nih mau curcol dikit gue pengen nulis tentang isi hati gue
"school suck! rabu tetep aja rabu gak ada yang beda kaya kemaren hidup gue datar, gue lg galau, galau karna kangen sama seseorang, hari ini muka gue lecek bgt, iyalah gue ngelamun di pojokan dpn kelas gue, kebayang pas tiap pagi gue liat lo dateng muka gue seneng bgt.. tp pas masuk kls langsung deh gue rubah wajah gue yg seneng jadi datar HEHE, lo sakit ya?get well soon ya, masuk dong gue gak semangat bgt nih gak liat lo huhu T.T udah berapa hari kita gak ketemu?sama hari ini 4, masuk dong janji deh gue klo lo masuk gue semangat belajar gak bakal bercanda2 lagi ayo dong hidup gue hampa bgt..... tanpa lo...beda aja gitu pas ada lo sama gak ada lo, oh iya gue pikir lo gak solat ternyata lo alim ya rajin solat diem2 gue merhatiin loh HEHEHEHEHEHEHHE udah ya cukup sekian kata2 hati gue" wish me luck for this month ^^